Welcome to the continuation of Who-I-Am!

History has evidenced that some are born knowing their soul’s purpose. Most of us are not consciously aware of their soul’s purpose although our every thought and deed is a piece of the path on our soul’s journey toward that purpose. Parts of my journey I shared in my website, jellybeanink.com. Other parts of my journey I shared in my book “Good Heavens! My Journey with Spirit Guides.” On this website I will share the part of my soul’s journey that others who’ve crossed my life path could easily see but that I am only now beginning to see as well.

In late 2005 and continuing into mid-2006, I began receiving a repeated series of messages during tarot and daily meditations having to do with my future. Prior to receiving these messages I’d been asking my spirit guides to send knowledge and information into my life that would enable me to make an advancement in my spirituality. I was told to prepare to work within an energy healing modality.

The concept of energy work wasn’t foreign to me. Shirl, the Wiccan I introduced in my book, told me that I’d be healing with energy someday. Though this was not how I was envisioning my future, over the years I did use my dowser for energy healings on my animals. In June of 2006, I decided to hear what a psychic had to see about my future.

This psychic could see that I was being downloaded with knowledge and information and that someday I would be working in an energy modality, using my hands (as opposed to my dowser) to facilitate healings in people—and animals—on an emotional, mental, physical and spiritual level, and even at levels beyond what we know. He said:

PSYCHIC: Let me see your hand….You’re very much a healer.…I feel like you’ve got a whole new direction coming for you….There is new information coming to you about the new direction you’re going in so pay attention to what comes….It seems to be you’re gonna work with your hands….Your energy’s resonating strongly in your hands.…You’re being downloaded with a lot of information….You’ll start to embrace it…. I feel like you had to go through a lot of crap to get here…Now it’s time to be who you’ve always been is the point….You seem to be able to transcend all lines—there is no boundary—it’s an unlimited connection….You’re gonna learn to help people transcend which is pretty powerful kiddo—it’s huge—so you better be open ‘cause that’s kind of working on the edges of Christ consciousness, being able to transmute…dang…that’s powerful!....So be open because you’re gonna do a lot of work with your hands….It seems to be long distance as well as close, you’ll be able to do readings for people and hands-on work, but you’ll also be able to do it through the phone, or you can send it anywhere in the world. It’s unlimited. It’s all pure consciousness after you learn to work with it. It’s very simple, just focus. You’re gonna get good at sending the energy, coming from that mentality of expectation.

A healthy reaction to any psychic reading is to be skeptical with an open mind. I admit to being skeptical, but not to having an open mind.

In January of 2007, I visited an astrologer wanting nothing more than an overview of what to expect during the year. She saw what the psychic in 2006 had seen: that I would someday be working in an energy healing modality and in animal communication. She said that the “information (to step into this energy work) is flowing through you right now.”

In December 2007 I revisited the astrologer to get an overview of what to expect during the year 2008. She saw that there’d been an intentional block in my ability to advance my intellectual and communicative ability during the past two years but that the block had been removed as a result of some profoundly subtle work that had occurred between me and the Universe. She saw that it was now time to move forward and implement all the knowledge and information I’d been downloaded with for the past two years. She next saw how this profoundly subtle two years of work was intended to affect my life:

….Quite frankly that planet is a block and intends to block….Now that sounds punitive, and its not, but that is a very complex planet and wherever it falls it means that there is a particularly complex issue that needs to be, that can only be dealt with when you are mature enough to deal with it like right now. It usually takes an entire lifetime to get to the point where you can dislodge this very powerful idea….This means go as far as you can into the Neptunian world of the superconsciousness and the Divine and the world of everything that’s going on beyond the veil because you’ve got real easy access to it.

As the session was ending she excitedly pointed to two nodes at the top of my chart, which were almost touching, and declared that they represented my past and present consciousnesses. She explained their presence as follows:

….There’s an eclipse on the 20th of February that stimulates an ability you have inherited from a previous existence….it’s actually the consciousness of your previous lifetimes that are becoming conscious.…

This was not the first time I’d been told this. Shirl had told me. My spirit guides had been telling me, even the whale at SeaWorld told me. Whale is the communication link between our earthly life and The Other Side—the place where the memories of our previous lives are locked. With whale’s help, it is said that, if successful in unlocking the memories of past lives, the door opens to one’s soul history and changes one’s life forever.

In his book The Reconnection: Heal Others, Heal Yourself, Dr. Eric Pearl, at p. 110, states: “To varying degrees, the Reconnection phenomenon takes us back, in our intrinsic memories, to this golden age, and ties us in to our original sense of profound connection with all of life. Yet it is not simply moving back; it’s moving forward to something new as well. From this wholeness comes healing. True healing. Evolutionary healing.”

When the astrologer saw that the consciousness of my previous lifetimes was becoming conscious she did not know about my telepathic communication with the whale or that I was already registered to attend a Reconnection® seminar.

Shirl saw that day of our first meeting more than a decade ago that nothing was occurring in my life without a purpose. I can now see this as well.

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